I look at this picture to remind me of my drinking and how it physically transforms me. I look at it often so I can remember the hell of the relapse when "I cannot recall with sufficient force". The many days in the past 77 I have looked at this picture and see the pain and cry. Today, I looked at it and saw the pain and thought "it can't be worse than it is right now". The pain of today is so strong that the pain of that picture pales in comparison.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
79 days ago
I look at this picture to remind me of my drinking and how it physically transforms me. I look at it often so I can remember the hell of the relapse when "I cannot recall with sufficient force". The many days in the past 77 I have looked at this picture and see the pain and cry. Today, I looked at it and saw the pain and thought "it can't be worse than it is right now". The pain of today is so strong that the pain of that picture pales in comparison.
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You have the strongest heart of anyone I've ever known; most of us would have crumbled long before now...
Thank you for being you!
alan
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